so crazy , so truth so false so stupid so ME !

i know i'm not been writing here for long time , but now i do , cuz i feel like i can't this anymore , i can't breathing without you , but anyway i can't make you really love me ? can i ? if i can i'ma happy , but it doesn't the case . you and me it's over right now , and is so hard , i wanna meet another person who make me like you do , but i can't find someone who makes me feel like the way you do , i promise , you're very special for me , i hope that you can see , unless you stay inlove with someone else . i dunno who i can trust in you . you don't love me , so i have to say goodbye , and it feels so sad , you know ? sometimes i feel like i'm falling aparts without you , you always be stay in my heart you have to know that .
anyway i'm gonna be better in a while . and i hope that i can travel to usa , and study there , for that i could be more happy and forget everything here . like you , like mi life ., like all the bullshit that everyone do it here . why i can't be happy ? anyway , i'm alone . it's just me writing here in my blog , but no one read this so , anyway . BTW i'm so sick , and i have to stay in bed for 5 days but i smoke anyway . i listen miley cyrus , and i don't know how that girl can be so happy ? maybe she ain't happy with her life i dunno , but i want a life like her with money and all that's stuff .but i'm normal . i have mi friends , my dad , a house , a nice house maybe ,and a private life , not like she . so i'm glad for that . i've been learning english slang , it's so easy i can't believe that i thought that it going be more harder but no it's so easy . so this is it
i'ma take a shower now so bye bye see yall later

never never even never

hi , i'm back if u don't know i. ok so i'm going start telling my life this 4 months from now , ok i still alone without love , and thats things , and yeah it's so sad , cause i want love you know , i wanna nice person that love , all the time , 'n call me all the day and ask me silli questions , like , how're or where u been or i don't thats things make me happy , but imn't happy. i'm so sad right now , my friends didn't talk tokme it's like they never been know me , you know it's so sad , but anywhere i still live . ok bye bye

ok , so here i go to tell my stroy , i'm learnig advanced english , 'cause i like that :), today in math , i was very good , cause i've had a 7 :) , and that's amazing for me .
and we're go out at 3 pm of the school and that's very more excellent for me , and , now i wanna smoke a cigarrete u.u 'cause i'm felling so nervous for the exam of history for tomorroe , it's suck ,
at 21 pm and i've not study , i don't know what to do ,i know , tomorrow , the test's going be very hard and very easy for the person was study , i hope that in the test , i'm going have a 5 , i hope .
today i felt so mean , or maybe not much , cause in my school there's a girl that me hate me , i don't why but she's so rude and silly i don't know what to do with this girl i wanna kill she , i hate she . ok this's my story of the day ,so bye bye see your later :)

ok , this's the moment and i'm inspired to write here , so much time that i wasn't wrote here, well , in my life wasn't happen anything important , so i write how i felt today , i'm feel a little strange today , i woke up at 7:00 am , and at 4 or 3 pm , i will going to see my friends , in my country is there the virus A H1N1 and everybody are alarmed with this , i don't know much about this , but anyway , everybody die one day , so the world's going wrong everyday. ok bye bye this's my stroy of the moment :)

New year *-*

this is a great new year at the moment , i hope this year will be nice . bye :D take care :)